nothing but misery

melancholy tone of the song,
remembering your empty words,
im drown in sorrow again,
not knowing what to do

when i thought it finally ended,
the dull ache become a throb,
it wont fade away,
unless im used to it

you look unbothered,
showing delighted smile,
beamed while telling stories,
such euphoric mood that lasts forever

i yearn for felicity,
to stop self loathing,
it becomes a torment,
unable to stand up,
nothing but misery

-lin